Your Steam Display Name: Gaungy?Your In-Game Name: GaungyYour Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:59603295Which server were you banned on?: TTT Server #2
Staff Member That Banned You: Zarb
Reason Banned: Ghosting
How Long You Were Banned: Perm
Hello everyone, as you might know in the recent events I got perma banned for ghosting. Skip that for a little I just want to apologize for my actions in the community and just everything that I have done to cause harm and just in general being a minge. I have just starting high school so if you haven't heard from me I have been sleeping and doing homework. I am asking for forgiveness even though I have made other apologies. After being in such a long state of anger I just want anyone that I have personally made fun of or if I said some really hate full and sensitive material that I am deeply sorry for the stupid and idiotic actions that I have caused to make you feel harm or to make me look like an idiot as well. I have acted this way with many people and now I need to stop I need to start treating this as if it is real life and not just say whatever I think is on my mind which I normally do, I don't do this to bully or to personally harass I normally do this as most people would to find a place to fit in. Normally this is hard dealing with people in general ♥♥♥♥ talking me or just feeling alone and in the dark with most things. I hope this apology can reach out to people and not feel like a joke I don't think what I did was acceptable at all in the slightest way and I just want to publicly say im very sorry for what I have caused.
In regards to my ban: I never intended to feel as though I am running or hurting someone else's rp/TTT experience by the "ghosting" ban that I have received I never intended this to go as far as it did and never thought in my mind what I did would hurt/make it seem like I was running the game. My friend made a stupid and horrible mistake which got me banned keeping the report that he made against me which had false information and other details that where not correct in the slightest.
Story: Me and Krieg 2 weeks ago where in general having a blast and just playing with each other on the server and having a goof, I will admit our behavior was not acceptable and same with another admin on the server "Zarb" who was continuously mic spamming for almost 1 - 2 maps straight and gave us an insight that what we where doing was just a fun good time. We messed up bad and never expected this to happen, either of us to get perma banned. I have had previous experience with staff doing the exact same thing we where doing and I had the presumtion that it was okay, Turns out what I did was a huge mistake this was the first time I have ever done this and I also completely agree looking from a staff members point, My friend and I never had a push to talk so everything we said went through discord and as he was saying "kill this guy" and "I just killed so and so" so I kosed him, he laughed and made this dumb report so I decided to respond with "Smelly Smelly ♥♥♥♥♥♥" thinking it was a joke of what just happened, and I thought "haha you got rekt" Turns out he kept the report as a "meme" and we thought everything was fine and dandy. We never wanted this to escalate to the matters its in now. I myself will change from what actions that have occurred and make sure before I do anything that I feel is wrong will ask a higher up staff member and make sure none of this happens again. Again I apologize for everything I have caused and ask for forgiveness thank you.
I know I have made apologies in the past and some of you might be losing faith in me and thinking I am just a suck up for getting banned. I will try my best to everyone on the server to fit there needs I need to stop myself from the behavior and overall grow up a bit. I guess this is behavior from previous communities I have been in and I can clearly see that this is not wanted here at all costs I will stop. even if this gets denied I will work even harder to redeem myself worthy to put my name on the community and hopefully make some smiles on your faces.
Did You Break Any Rules: "Yes"Witnesses: "Krieg"